Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Lost In Translation


Right about today, if I only I look this good feeling/looking sad.

I would be a Ms. Constantine. (which reminds me, I haven't gone to breath right wrongly today)

I don't know what I need right now to feel better. If I knew, I would have done it already.

It's only Wednesday today. And the weekends feels so near already. I'm feeling so sick already. And it didn't help at all, with the sms I received this afternoon.

Sometimes I really wish that I have time to walk. Walk and think a lot. Think about what I want out of this. What was I looking for? What did I expect?

Of course you will come out of this burnt. Did you expect otherwise?

I am just so not worth.

I went outside today, ready for my solo walk. For my stroll and keep breathing the sky in. But it rained on me. As I expected.

I had a good weekend. And I shouldn't expect more. That's it.

I don't know what else to say. I've lost all words and reasonings today.

My mobile rang with a dedicated ring tone today, and I answered it. It's not long now. Just a couple of days more.. it's next week...

But to get to next week, I have to get through this weekend.

Please give me strength, wisdom of understanding and consideration...

As I type this I find myself crying at my desk again. I will need to find the staircase spot again. Soon. Immediately. Fast. I thought I was done with the tears. I wasn't.

The more I thought about it, the more I feel pained. And I don't know nowadays, it's so easy to have these crystals. It's not even that time of the month yet.

No, just give me strength to accept the things I cannot change.

And as soon as forever is through, I'll be over you

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