On leave.... (Yeah, right!)

I was supposedly to be on leave (actually, clearing days off in lieu and public holiday) on 22nd to 24th Nov. Guess what? He's done it again. It's gotten pulled back. Wasn't it his brilliant idea that I do a 4 day work week till I finish my days off in lieu and public holiday?

My trusted No. 2, my communication expert, my Mandarin translator and my next communication expert, has had the boot of my court shoes. Relentlessly chasing after their miniscule error and slip of tongue.. I am so out for blood. I have been feeling this way in the past week.

It really means something to be Special Ops. It means that we have to be resistant and resilient. I am here for a reason and I cannot give up.

First the Trouble Centre, then the merging of Desk Operations. I am swimming upstream and I am alone.

I have been meeting Boss for short 10-minutes outburst. Resulting in his handkerchief being in laundry service now.

It has been an emotional roller coaster for me. Being stressed and not having an outlet. I am bleeding, hence.

I will be away from office for 2 days beginning tomorrow. Blissfully aware that this is the time for me to be able to spend 2 days with Steve. We actually had a trip planned to Shangri-La Putrajaya, my favourite getaway.

It has to be cancelled because I haven't been able to let go of all these stress and relax. To be completely honest, the holiday is cancelled because I cannot get to enjoy the swimming pool. I love the pool there. The view, the sun, the feeling. Sigh!

At least I will be spending the days with Steve doing whatever we want to do, whenever we want. We're gonna go drive up to the showroom of our newly-purchased condominium again. At least this time, we know which lot is ours :)

The sky is beautiful today. Spend it outdoors!