The Pink Bug

Steve bought me a Pink Motorola H500 for my birthday. It was 5 days late. But only because I asked him for an iPod Nano. Then Qert advised that I really shouldn't... yet! So my next thought was a Bluetooth headset.

And so with my Pink Bug that I went to work with today.

I started today on a positive note. I started today just like every other day, with thoughts that there will be random acts of kindness throughout my day today. I remember and know that you only get genuine happiness by giving unselfishly.

With all the bitching happening yesterday evening, it got me so down as I realised that as human, we crave for understanding in each other's miserable life. Which is why I am so glad that when I am with Laine, Kee, KC and Sharon, we don't talk about the ugliest 4 letter word ever known to mankind... W - - K.

As I was with the two gentleman of the player circuit yesterday evening, I realise that even men needs emotional toilets. With this realisation, I am so glad that Steve never put me through that.

Is it healthy that we see so less of each other to even have arguements? Is it healthy that I spend so much time at work even on his day off?

It's towards the end of the year and it's time to re-evaluate my priorities. As mentioned by The Godfather, I have my priorities screwed up. It's been a year since that "talk" we had. I don't expect anything to have gone differently.

I am still very passionate about what I do. I am still very defensive about what I do. I am still sad that I am under appreciated.

I am still looking forward to finding that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Mentor keep telling me good things will come. And when you are told something often enough, you tend to believe it....

Now would be a good time to help me, with some positive reinforcement...