The Big effect...

Realising that life is not always how you wanted it, could be a rude awakening. Some of us still like to live in that nice beautiful world we like to call ideal. In the ideal world, it's euphoria.

Sex & The City ended for me, with many questions unanswered and a thirst not quenched. I love Carrie and the girls. I love the education and enlightenment I get from it. It's sad that it has ended and there goes the rest of my education. I'm glad that I have the complete collection in DVD.

Carrie always had questions about 2 men in her life. Aidan and Big. I love Big. He is such an asshole but he is so gorgeous and I wish I had him. Big had it all. What Big did in the movie got to me so much more than Aidan did. I don't know why. Maybe I'm just the sucker for gorgeous men or the sucker for men who are bad for me.

Big was such an icon in her life, he was the Chrysler building she called it. He meant so much to her and men being men, they make decisions just like that and went away. Time after time he "used" her and she was so addicted to Big. He was bad for her.

The entire Big encounter was so complete. He's no longer Big. He's John. (And I know JC reading this would have loved it to be "John")

If I was Carrie.... I would be pampered with good shoes. The Choos and the Blahniks... Sigh. When would I be able to slip my feet into one of those... *Bliss*

You have to quit while you're ahead and I feel wonderful in knowing I'm here. We're talking about platforms of which to jump beyond ourselves. I know that platform for someone is in 3 months time. I don't know what scares me the most. I will probably remain Ms. Siew for ever.

Thank you for your offer of 2 children, a dog and 2 cats and my Forrester for that turbo-charged mom. I think I'll pass.

I love you*