Aged and Tanned

It's been ages since I blogged. Since the last post, I have taken a holiday, and moved in with my sis.

This transition period went well on the both of us, I think. I have not spoken to him except when it came to the property and what to do with it.

I came back from a holiday with Jules at Langkawi, 3 nights. Just a chilling laid back holiday. No drinking till we pass out, no picking up strange men, no impulsive shopping, nothing. Just a budget holiday two of us, no itinerary nothing to keep us.

Except me lying on the beach hours at a day. That, was the itinerary.

I came back home late on a Saturday night. But glad I could keep Jules for another night.
It felt strange going back home to mom's. But mom is still mom. And I hugged her and told her how much I've missed her. I asked if she missed me too. Which she did not reply to.

But I know I needed her more than she needs me.

I told myself, that's all it takes to get me through this : My mom, my sis, Jules, my bro-in-law, my dad and maybe a job. A job like the one I wished I got.


Anyway... Keep focused. This is what I want.
I'm not bawling my eyes out. Coz there was nothing to mourn for.


Separate lives that became a routine.