Madonna's Confessions Tour

That's a great DVD!

And watching the behind the scenes was so inspiring. Madonna, such an icon...

And I think again, 10 years of training for dancing. All those years growing up telling my mom I want to be in a dance company! All those years of me watching Baryshnikov.. Sigh!

I wanted so much to be a dancer. And dreamt of a life that I probably should have made for myself.

Maybe I didn't want it bad enough. Maybe I didn't do it good enough.


Over last weekend, I was talking about it with my mom.

"Do you remember sending me for tournament?"

"Do you remember being there for me for all my rhythmic gymnastic competitions, my gymnastic competitions, my ballet performances, my Chinese Folk Dancing, my tours with the Kuen Cheng girls?"

My mom did. She was there for me. Every time. All the time. Without fail. She was my pillar of strength and she dreamt me a life that she knew I wanted.

And I spent 7 years right here.

And told her I will spend this year making it better than it was before.


Trust I seek and I find in you everyday for us something new
Open eyes to a different view and Nothing Else Matters