Low Blood Pressure

Did the doctor ever tell you you have low blood pressure? I'm certain many ladies has heard this before especially pre-menses.

What else could I expect to hear?

Yesterday night, I took Steve to the movies to watch Harry Potter. I almost fell asleep in the cinema. Good thing it was too cold.

I would like to think that last night, I finally managed some good rest. But today, I'm still light headed. I'm still stupid.

The doctor says there is no cure for stupidity. =) Stupid is as stupid does. There is nothing he can do for me.

I have found how to measure the level of how "up" I am for things (work, de-stress, sessions, quiet time, coffee, love, chats)

If I cannot handle him, I cannot handle it.

Again, he has been so unrelentingly sarcastic that resistance is futile. I took myself away from the situation I faced myself with. How could someone be so mean? Nothing ever fails to amaze me.

For all the praises I sing of him and all the wonderful emotions he brought upon me, I never realise it could just be as awful. Every action has an equal and opposite reaction.

Yet I never learn. Didn't we talk about Murphy's Law before?
Everything that is wrong, will become right eventually.
Everything that he does, which to him is amusing, even if it trashes on your emotions, it's amusing.

I will continue to pray that people who comes into my life would be considerate. And that I will have the strength to accept the things I cannot change. (Like him...)