Dis-Orientated... Dis-illusioned... Dis-contented...
"It's raining. I'm tired. I need some TLC, yet I look at the next bed... I came home to no husband. This sucks. I light some candles and play the last CD he bought me. Mr. & Mrs. Smith. So this is what it means to long for completion of my being. Sigh..."
"Now you know how I feel. I just walked thru my door to an empty 'home' after a feeble attempt at drinking, just the tv as my companion now. Maybe we are two sides of the same coin."
Anyone who writes like me should be shot. Anyone who understands and feels what I'm trying to say should be also shot so that there are no more depressed people in this world.
They say misery loves company. Somehow that reply I received did not sit very well with me as I felt that there are people out there feeling what I'm feeling... I feel even sadder.
As it is, I have no outlet...
"Now you know how I feel. I just walked thru my door to an empty 'home' after a feeble attempt at drinking, just the tv as my companion now. Maybe we are two sides of the same coin."
Anyone who writes like me should be shot. Anyone who understands and feels what I'm trying to say should be also shot so that there are no more depressed people in this world.
They say misery loves company. Somehow that reply I received did not sit very well with me as I felt that there are people out there feeling what I'm feeling... I feel even sadder.
As it is, I have no outlet...
posted by Shine at 7/27/2005 08:51:00 PM
1 Comments:
A person can be empathatic without feeling the same way. Firstly, I apologise if my reply did not sit well with you and made you feel sadder. Not my intention to increase your feelings of self pity. Actually just the opposite. Trying to build up a little more self belief. Rainbows are beautiful but they do not just appear. Just trying to say that even if its raining, you(Sunshine) can still find something of beauty from it.
Maybe I'm just being too conceited in being an optermist and think everyone who is sad needs my cheering up. If your writings of self pity are just an outlet for you to vent out and not looking for cheering up, I also apologise. And with that I will let dwell in the 'Dark Side'.
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