Wtf!

I love the me that could get people smiling.

I love the me that could brighten people's day.

I love the me that could grin and be such a dear when I am the butt of the joke.

I love the me who is emotionally strong.

I miss the me who is emotionally strong.

"I've never known you that way before."
Someone said that to me after reading my previous post. It's true, I don't know me that way before. I feel like I'm a teenager, all confused and worked-up over some trivial issue and letting it get in my way of being that productive person I was.

"It must really impact you a lot."
Yes, it did. It still does. I don't know why but I must be one of those people who just keeps doing "it" until they find out what "it" is and then stop doing "it".

Thank you for making me laugh. I was trying desperately to stay sane and keep my head above waters today. And you did that for me. The laugh was good for me. The chat was helpful. I should start my day that way instead of having it boost the evenings I don't intend to stay in long...

It's my day off tomorrow... I hope to get some good rest.

I am still not over the cheek of the boy who did this to me. I reckon it will take me a week. I promise I will be back. I will be back.