Time and tide..

After I have put the ghost of the picture behind me, I got on better. I still frowned and I still throw my shoes at my team members. I still loudly discipline them. I still write them up. I got on better in the sense that, I realise that I have a long way to go before I ever become the man he is.

And I'm learning from him how to be him.

I know I've got a good mentor, I've got a good role model, I've got a good healthy infatuation.

All I need now is the strength to be strong when he's not around. At least Boss will be back when he comes back to town.

They say all good things come to those who wait. I'm still waiting. He's been asking me to be patient and that's what I pray to have as well... Patience.

It is always that I have weird lunch/dinner with Jason-who-cracks-me-up. My makan time is so screwed up. I was at my favourite counter with Qert and Jason. If it was not for them, I would not have had any food in my stomach.

It's one of those days where it rains in the evening and you just want to do nothing for the rest of the day except to cuddle up to some love handles. Sigh.

The office is so cold and I long nothing more than to cuddle some warmth. Sigh.