Frustration!!

You know how it is when people can't live their live with dignity? I just want to slap them. I am at Qert's desk and looking at a hammer, with such temptation that I want to use this on someone's head. Not that there would be any brain matter to splatter, I am certain his brain is the size of my baby finger.

No blood, no mess, no mercy.

In such dire need of money, he refuses to acknowledge the fact that I did put out some money when he needed it and he didn't even bother to return calls or sms. I am through getting high blood pressure with this person. I am never ever going to do this mistake again.

Through divine intervention, (or maybe not) I found myself talking to the trusted and reliable never-fail-to-crack-me-up, Jason... I feel so sorry to put him in this position. Like I've told Jason once before, if everything was cool, he didn't have to be the messenger.

I love me for the choices I make. I'll be away for 5 days. Out of town, out of reach.

And this frustration, I can let go. This is it. I'm going to do the whole "pause for 4 seconds" to let it go thing again.

I seriously need coffee... And to think that to go through the next 3 days without Starbucks. Kill me.... Stab me with a plastic spoon and give me a slow death!!