Desperation...
In true desperation, I went out for a 1000% full swing party and made Steve and I look like the star couple of the night.
In sheer desperation and will to be the best, I clung on to Steve the entire night and made us look like we were the best, the envy of every couple.
In ultimate pride, I put on a show without knowing I did so fantastic in the eyes of an 18 year old girl.
I love me.
"I'd like to thank The Academy..."
That speech I have done a million times, for that beautiful loser we all are. No matter who gets nominated, there can be only 1 winner and all 4 other nominees are losers. And this loser, accepted it with grace and embracing charm of smiles, not faked but well-practiced.
I lost my handphone that night. But what hurt more was the Braun Buffel leather key holder Eugene got me for my 21st birthday. It was such a manly accessory that I use with such pride, being a Diva of the female of the species that we should all wear pants, my usual "If I was a son, I'd make my dad proud I am a Siew" speech.
Oh, I loved me with such flair for drama.
I spent the last 4 days doing nothing but feel sorry for myself. I ended up pampering myself with manicures, pedicures, hair treatments, hair colours and a new fancy "do-I-look-Japanese" hairdo.
In bore desperation, I watched 6 out of 8 disc of Season 1 of Desperate Housewives. The series got me so wound up that I couldn't watch them continuously. I was going to kill Gabrielle or strangle Bree. OR maybe just jump out the building myself. I didn't know who I was angrier with. Myself or these women on tv.
I am so glad I was off for the past few days. I have done nothing but be lazy and finally get some rest.
I am so glad my day off is coming around again! :D
I will be out of office on Sunday for 5 days. Gosh, I so love me for who me is! (I love my command in English too)
I sent out a purposeful email to state my case, that I need money and I lost my handphone. I need financing. I got a reply saying "very creative writing... very creative... always wonder why you're in the hotel industry.."
Didn't anyone tell you that the HOSTILITY industry is THE industry to be in? I meant hospitatility, of course.
In sheer desperation and will to be the best, I clung on to Steve the entire night and made us look like we were the best, the envy of every couple.
In ultimate pride, I put on a show without knowing I did so fantastic in the eyes of an 18 year old girl.
I love me.
"I'd like to thank The Academy..."
That speech I have done a million times, for that beautiful loser we all are. No matter who gets nominated, there can be only 1 winner and all 4 other nominees are losers. And this loser, accepted it with grace and embracing charm of smiles, not faked but well-practiced.
I lost my handphone that night. But what hurt more was the Braun Buffel leather key holder Eugene got me for my 21st birthday. It was such a manly accessory that I use with such pride, being a Diva of the female of the species that we should all wear pants, my usual "If I was a son, I'd make my dad proud I am a Siew" speech.
Oh, I loved me with such flair for drama.
I spent the last 4 days doing nothing but feel sorry for myself. I ended up pampering myself with manicures, pedicures, hair treatments, hair colours and a new fancy "do-I-look-Japanese" hairdo.
In bore desperation, I watched 6 out of 8 disc of Season 1 of Desperate Housewives. The series got me so wound up that I couldn't watch them continuously. I was going to kill Gabrielle or strangle Bree. OR maybe just jump out the building myself. I didn't know who I was angrier with. Myself or these women on tv.
I am so glad I was off for the past few days. I have done nothing but be lazy and finally get some rest.
I am so glad my day off is coming around again! :D
I will be out of office on Sunday for 5 days. Gosh, I so love me for who me is! (I love my command in English too)
I sent out a purposeful email to state my case, that I need money and I lost my handphone. I need financing. I got a reply saying "very creative writing... very creative... always wonder why you're in the hotel industry.."
Didn't anyone tell you that the HOSTILITY industry is THE industry to be in? I meant hospitatility, of course.
posted by Shine at 9/09/2005 04:12:00 PM
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