Record-breaking, award-winning would'cha-believe-it

I had my 3 days break. I had my 3 days break! For a moment I thought that wouldn't materialise. I said to my mentor that if it didn't get approved, I would have just walk away from this job. He said to me, "It is not worth 5 years of building a career and walking out of the job because of some incompetent person".

Okay, my mentor would not have used the word "incompetent", it was my word.

The mentor has been buzzing in and buzzing out of the city like an elusive fleating wave of pleasure. Neither here nor there for a while longer than the funny-5-seconds it gives me. Maybe it was just me. But I always feel like he was so relevant. When I sit down with him, the world slows down a bit...

I sat down with him the night before I left to go home. I sat down with him and I crystalised. He asked me, "Is it me? Do I just bring out the worst in you?"

No, it's me. I never get enough of you...

It's been a week since I came back from leave. I am still hoping to get some rest.
The rest that I have been getting has been the ones I get drugged. I drug myself with cough syrup every night. My bad cough is still pending and through all the haze and clear breathing healthy lungs, I am still coughing.... Humour me.

The Chairwoman has been a little under the weather of circumstances that involves home and career. Certainly seem like trying times for her right now. No matter how I try to approach her, I have to keep reminder her than she needs to pull this through herself.

When it comes to how strong you are for your friends, it reflects, how strong are you a person ad with what a big heart and shoulder you have. I remember all the time I have just flushes after flushes regarding that eediot to Chairwoman and she constantly just keep receiving on her end, like my emotional toilet... I rubbed off on her hard, and now in her trying times, I wish I could only be half there for her.

No matter what you go through, remember you always have friends, you always have me...