When you say things like...

THAT, you're FOS. I just learnt that term. What part of our daily job does not require us to say things like THAT? I mean, come on, I'm THAT woman. Certainly everything else would and could be THAT.

THAT woman has just realised that there is A WOMAN in the picture and as I have already chosen to retreat, I will stick to my decisions and refrain, abstain, just completely fullstop this whole thing. I am still the older, wiser one.

While everything else is in full swing, I will remember Chairwoman's word of wisdom, "Why the fcuk do I care? Do you care?" Ahh, yes, "Does this look like a face that cares?" Yes, learn it from the woman who is famous for her icy silences and feelings that are so void. I learn from the best. And I will not disappoint her. I cannot be that bad myself, can I? I mean I am afterall a person who delivers.

Think about accountability, credibility. I have that, I'm working on that. I will continuously bank on this as I know, I'm it. And I will be "it" for a long time.

Wish me luck in remembering the lessons taught, the lessons learnt, the lessons shared. I cannot believe how stupid I have been to have been so blinded by the "trust" I had of this person of no credibility.

I don't want anything back in return. I just want to recover from this.

Pray for me that this will happen, for the benefit of my love for myself, my future and my career.