Victoria..

How many "Victoria"s do I need to have in one lifetime? I'm through with all the "Victoria"s ever. And to think that I was going to name my first child Chanel Victoria. You know what, I'll stick to the mono-syllable names Steve and I came up with. Our first girl will be Pat. Our first boy will be Tim.

Simple mono-syllable names. No confusion. Nothing. (Of course I know Pat will get bullied in school, can you imagine if they call her name twice... Like.. Tim-Tim. Err.. You get the idea!)

I'm still deciding on Pat's name. Let me know if any mono-syllable names pop up in your head. Should be good to share. It's still a stretch away on name choosing, I haven't even chosen a husband yet. *Shrug*

But just to let you know, I'm done with "Victoria"s. You know like sometimes how come you can get so "allergic" to certain names. It's one of those. In fact, I've lived and conquered Alice-in-red. I'm living with the fact that Alice will be able to call me ugly names. And will be able to say, "That's the bitch that stole my boyfriend". I've lived the horror of Alice-days and I prevailed and won. Alice who is just next door, Alice who visits the Gourmet quite often with her team, Alice who is not as pretty as me. (Heh)

You know, people like me lives in shadows of others. People like me who has such a "cloaking device". Looks so tough and is so frail. I hate myself for having this insatiable child-like whims that needs to be strokes ever so often.

It's one of those days and from now onwards, I will begin calling "one of those days" as an "Alice".