Reasons to blog

OR not to.

It really doesn't matter. It's a lousy journal. It's a lousy reminder.

What used to make me smile and grin and go so crazy? I just got reminded of that question today.

And I realise that I have to find something to make me smile and grin and go so crazy now. One new thing to make me go crazy like that. Maybe not like that, that used to be so intense, so crazy. So consuming.

So no more.
So gone.



I don't know why and don't understand. But not everything is up to me. Not everything has been. So it's okay. No closure. No expectations. Nothing.