Old

Old news. Old pix. Old friends. Old people. Old car. Old man. Old shit. Old place. Old junk.

Just plain old.

Deslex was doing his best in standing on his head to cheer me up today. God knows everybody who called yesterday got slaughtered because I was out OOO at home and spent time with Jack Bauer.. I was pale and colourless yesterday.

Despite being it, I was in office and ready at 8.30 am. Stupid girl when my shift starts at 10.00 am. Talking about bounce. Talking about coming back with a vengeance. Anyway, my number crunching bit on Monday was due and I had to come in early to get a start on the delayed reports.

What Deslex did was, sent me a couple of pictures from OLD times. Sheesh. I have forgotten these pix were taken. I have forgotten JC used to take so many pictures of me. I have forgotten that with JC, everywhere I went it was accompanied by camera flashes. I have forgotten that with JC, everywhere he went, his camera was always with him...


Okay. This was taken in... 2002. I don't have to say where that is taken, it's pretty obvious!

That's Deslex sending this pic back to me saying, "See, you are not fat!"

Sure, pic from 5 years ago. I am not fat...


Have you seen me lately, only one pair of pants fit me now!!!!


I wish I don't eat so much now. I wish I don't just keep munching away. I wish I would go back floating. I wish I would just care a little bit more about me.