Bigger

There are bigger problems than just me. There are real problems.

And right about now, in this grey drizzling morning, I just want to stay in the closet. And maybe wait to be found. And then a nice warm hug.

But that is not gonna happen.

At least for 8 hours, I closed my eyes.

The 50 ml dosage was enough for 10 takes. And I took enough to send my pulse racing and a quick call to Chairwoman. "Wake me at 7 ish. If I don't pick up the call, call my room. If I don't pick up the call, call Flo's room."

"Then call Fion"

I woke up this morning. And hid in the closet. Where the light seemed more focus. And brighter. Nice small space with light. It's cold outside. And it's not just outside that's cold.

I'm back this evening. And then I will have some real problems to deal with.