In The Rain

It gets worse than just being in the cold... It's being in the rain, in the cold...

And I guess the weather today mirrors what I feel today. Today, this morning...

I brought it upon myself. I don't know what I was thinking. And I wish I could stay here indefinitely. It would have made things so much easier. It's nice being away. Being away for a while. Not having my familiarities, not having my Chai, or my Planet, just start adapting.

I feel like Meredith, after that thing with George. And I have already placed my Grey's on hold. I couldn't bear for it to finish.

With all the attachments and associations that made me me, what I did this morning, was so not me.

With adapting, time to burn bridges and move on, Shine. You did this to yourself. Now live with it.