Of tall tales and tell tales..

I sometimes wish I can just open my mouth and tell people why I am crying, or why I am so frustrated.

But mentor said, I need to have patience and I need to give myself some time. He's been saying this for years, it doesn't look like it got me very far.

Of all the gin joints in all the towns in all the world... that is how I feel about all these tears streaming down my face when I go to Qert's cold empty office to cry. Like right now. I like this office, nobody every comes to this office. I wish my office was like that but then that would probably mean I cry a lot. :P

I wish I can just open my mouth and tell people, "He's not what you think he is..." But I cannot. And I will not.

And I thought Baby was bad, and I thought I had a bad June last year. Fires of purgatory. Silly stupid Shine. You just had to go and do that.

It's not going to be the first time you go home crying, red eyes and puffy nose, and he wouldn't realise the difference...