Frustration

Hah, this is one word I can commonly associate with my everyday life and my every encounter with blogspot.

There has been so much to update from Alanis Morissette to Kevin to Flip to shopping for phones to being angry at inconsiderate people to being pushed over again and again.

Boss once said to me that regret is the most difficult thing to ever live with. I don't think the choices I am facing right now has anything to do with regret. It is just forks in the road. I'm certain I will be able to sort this all out, give myself some time. Opportunities doesn't just display itself to you, you need to work toward sit and strike while the iron is hot.

I don't know how many times I have missed it and don't know how many times I feel like it's the end. But I know I will keep striving on. One person has made me cry so hard, and with the decisions he has been making the last 2 days, I have no doubt that I will be able to get overm this by the weekend.With all the frustration I have had at work, the only thing to keep looking out for, is the F1 weekend. Pray for me.. pray hard for me. I need all the strength I can muster.

You said you love me, but I don't think the actions that you have been doing and the decisions that you have been making reflected that. I could never do all those to someone I truly love.