From hero to zero!

I sat down today with Chris-noone-sits-beside-me-and-doesn't-drink briefly at the deli and he asked me, "What's on your mind?"

I said, "What happened?"

I had this really faraway look on my face that he could not fathom and I could only imagine what my face looked like.

I was thinking.... "What happened? How did my hero go to zero?"

I'm certain some people who knows how highly I think of my hero knows only that he is my hero and they do not hold him in such regards. They only call him my hero, they don't call him their hero.

They must be shaking their heads looking at me and think, "There that poor cookoo girl goes... What's wrong with her head to think he is on her side?"

So this is what it is, I've gone to the otherside!