Continued

But yeah, I guess we just have all these pent-up frustrations about how things are and how they should be.Why did he spend ike half an hour to convince me and sang compliments about how I am a care-giver? What is his purpose? What is his motive? What does he want?

He wants me exactly where I am.

It's time to move on, Shine. And when Boss said, "Wake Up!" yesterday, you finally did, didn't you?