Organic

It's about a diet. A real good healthy one.

And in my state of unstableness, I have decided to do away with all the negative angst that I get with Alanis Morisette-ing myself. So, one less shoot-up for me. Consider it my one less stabbing myself, my first step to loving me.

However, there is one small Alanis-dulging myself that I do. This song titled "Crazy". It's my organic version. (Yes, the one she did quite well. The one we watched together on the train)

Since I've done away with the Shuffle-ness of a Shuffle, I have turned the shuffle mode on my hp now on. (Don't ask me why. Surprise me) So while I was on the monorail on the way to work, it was playing randomly... And my organic version came on.

And then I realised, I actually prefer the Seal version.

Since I have done away with how I love to start my Alanis-dulgence, I could do away with everything Alanis-ette. Yes, I could.

Since life is random, and life is not often in your hands, why not?

But wait, why do away with the only organic version you have? Why? She doesn't make you bite your lip and frown (anymore) She doesn't make you feel angry (coz you don't listen to her no more) She doesn't make you feel like relating your life to hers (As we were talking outside it was cold. We were shivering yet warmed by the subject matter. My wife is in the next room, we've been having troubles you know. Please don't tell her or anyone, but I need to talk to somebody)

Okay. Shit. I just realised that Alanis-etting myself and De-Alanis-etting myself is not that simple. I have to go home, look for my sifu CDs and go deal with my association vs disassociation. Again.



This time, know your outcome.

Doink.