Thursday.. and the weekend draws closer...

The weekends drawes nearer.. I got nothing to look forward to this weekend. No activities. No friends. Nothing. (Not entirely nothing, if you consider WC)

But it was a Thursday. Unprecedented Thursday.

I had lunch at 5ish. With Chairwoman. It was the first time today I saw her. And she spent an hour telling me two disappointing news and I couldn't eat another bite. She ended up patting me on the back as I keep rubbing my chest. If I was any more the Drama Queen I am, I would have threw my guts out on the floor when she shared information.

I was caught at my desk from 3 onwards. Trying to clear this desk is like Mission : Impossible. And I start my leave on Saturday after 1 pm onwards. Something for me to look forward to.

Spending some time with my parents and Julius. Julius who has been so looking forward to this holiday that she calls me everyday at least twice. At least.

I had my frappucino delivered. (not really) Unfortunately when I went to pick it up, it had melted. But it's the thoughts that counts. And with this person who bought me my frappucino, it's amazing I got a corner of his thoughts and anticipation. I was impressed. Then again... this is how frappucinos in the late afternoons should be.

But a bigger concern was... the question... what could actually make me leave office?

It's 20 past 9 and I am still here. And the conditions of which held me to this 4 letter word has not changed. I hope to be closer, as I get a clearer picture. Instead of just peering above my cubicle. Not to notice Zero or The Ego, but just to know... The end is near.

Means to an end, girl... Means to an end..