A reason why..
I think too much. I know that. Everybody who knows me knows that.
At certain unpredictable times, I bite.
Last night, while waiting for Grey's Anatomy, I decided to put a movie on to shorten the wait between 11.00 pm to 12.30 am. And I put on LXG. Which is usually a good choice. Some good Bond with delectable accent, lovely.
I almost fell asleep in front of the tv. But this is my only slot of Grey's. And I do not have any other slots in the week, Wednesday CSI nights and Grey's. Sunday CSI Supreme. Or the chequered flag, whichever preceeds the next.
This weekend, it's (V)Gine, The Filth Element, and FiBi on Saturday. And the girls on Sunday.
So I won't be home much and will be giving up Sunday CSI Supreme. I chose this Sunday because the race is not on. Less things to give up on. More things to keep me occupied and less time for me to think about everything relavant and irrelavant.
There is a reason why I should go home right about now this evening : My temperature is picking up. I have a splitting headache (which is weird because I grew up not believing in headaches) and my eyes are going red.
There is a reason why I should eat something today: There is no dinner at home.
There is a reason why I should feel great today: The One. The Sponsored Air. The new pair of shoes. The approved leave.
There is a reason why I am still in the office : I am still procrastinating. And I am prolonging my contactability for blanks. I am migrating from my lap to my desktop. I have lost my reason to keep peering above my cubicle into next destination but I know it will all come back on Monday.
But then the cycle starts again on Monday. And I will probably once again get involved in the casualties.
A reason why.. and I have lost track. I have never lost so much track. I don't go to The Couch because The One is not around to share The Couch with. I don't know and I don't get it.
I would prescribe myself a good 4 letter word. And the usual applies, if you hear from me, I'm still in the office. If you don't hear from me, then I am truly having myself a 4 letter word.
At certain unpredictable times, I bite.
Last night, while waiting for Grey's Anatomy, I decided to put a movie on to shorten the wait between 11.00 pm to 12.30 am. And I put on LXG. Which is usually a good choice. Some good Bond with delectable accent, lovely.
I almost fell asleep in front of the tv. But this is my only slot of Grey's. And I do not have any other slots in the week, Wednesday CSI nights and Grey's. Sunday CSI Supreme. Or the chequered flag, whichever preceeds the next.
This weekend, it's (V)Gine, The Filth Element, and FiBi on Saturday. And the girls on Sunday.
So I won't be home much and will be giving up Sunday CSI Supreme. I chose this Sunday because the race is not on. Less things to give up on. More things to keep me occupied and less time for me to think about everything relavant and irrelavant.
There is a reason why I should go home right about now this evening : My temperature is picking up. I have a splitting headache (which is weird because I grew up not believing in headaches) and my eyes are going red.
There is a reason why I should eat something today: There is no dinner at home.
There is a reason why I should feel great today: The One. The Sponsored Air. The new pair of shoes. The approved leave.
There is a reason why I am still in the office : I am still procrastinating. And I am prolonging my contactability for blanks. I am migrating from my lap to my desktop. I have lost my reason to keep peering above my cubicle into next destination but I know it will all come back on Monday.
But then the cycle starts again on Monday. And I will probably once again get involved in the casualties.
A reason why.. and I have lost track. I have never lost so much track. I don't go to The Couch because The One is not around to share The Couch with. I don't know and I don't get it.
I would prescribe myself a good 4 letter word. And the usual applies, if you hear from me, I'm still in the office. If you don't hear from me, then I am truly having myself a 4 letter word.
posted by Shine at 6/01/2006 08:02:00 PM
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