The End Is Near

Before the end consumes me, I had to breath right. I haven't been breathing right wrongly at all today. I haven't found the time to. I was almost breaking.

Give me strength at these trying times...

I moved the hi-fi from my table away. Now, just my Shuffle and my Pod. I don't think the hi-fi would be safe in the office with no constant person in this office anymore. It's going to be cold, it's going to be void, it's going to be a lonely pianist, singing a lonely song, to a quiet lounge and to children I can no longer call my own.

All the things that anchored me, Chairwoman, June and her always laugh-at-me funnies, my new best friend, lunch, drawn-on laugh lines, nothing today... Nothing..

Silver linings : my anchoring triple shot latte, gotten right (almost like a signature Bond Martini, specific) and The Couch.