A First

It's been a first for me, since this job. To be in the building, by 7.00 am. With the usual buzzing locker room. We just had misting last night. So every locker was still opened and flapping. Like the girls changing.

I miss having Chairwoman accessing the locker below mine. I miss having her close by. I miss having someone within the building. But she's moved on to a better place (perception lah!)

But basically, she's just moved to be the Chief of the Circus Act.


Ok - back to being early.
I like being the first one. I like being the first one in.
I like picking up the phone and dialling, knowing that I may be the first one in this office, but not the first one exactly.

I think this is a first time for me in this office, after a long lapse of a year - at least.


I miss my team. I miss them. I miss my children.


On Tuesday night, 3 girls went out for dinner. Okay. It wasn't dinner location. It was dessert location. But we made do with the food there anyway. We went over to the glitzy to pick up my Doraemon. My ex-butler. My ex-child. We walked towards dessert shop.

We sat down and had food and had more laughs. You know, typical girl things. Typical girl things that I don't get to do with Chairwoman.


For some reasons, people are always dependant. I'm not any different. I like going home to my mom singing "Mama mama!" I like going home and irritate my dad, when he's not locked away in his room. I like to irritate my dad, just like how he likes to irritate me by hogging the tv or the Astro remote. We'll see how he does this weekend. I'm going to spend Sunday on the floor all the way till the Chequered Flag! Hah!


We ended the night early. If I was with Therapeutic Dev, I'd probably been invited to sleep over. Then again, Dev and I go 10 years back. (ouch)

So I really think and wonder.. it's a great feeling. Should I do this again tomorrow?

Then again the next question is, I'm already permanent fixture - why do I want to even extend that?

Then again, everybody knows I'm in this for a reason. I'm peering into destination office. Is this worth it?

Is this going to help? Is it what I want?




Okay - next topic.
This morning, I browsed the general email and came across a familiar name. I checked my phone, the handphone number provided is the same. And I responded within 5 mins.
Then found out how glad I am, and he was, that I was part of this and able to help him smooth this all out.

I'm so happy. But I cannot tell. Doh.
A quick call to Kee. No, no annversaries, no birthdays. Oh. ;-)

Ark! Even a bigger reason to make this all work for him.


So all day today, we been bouncing emails to make sure my friend of more than 13 years is going to be esctatic!


So, fingers crossed... We'll hear about it next week!


The sweetest thing! But don't.. don't steal the limelight from Summer when you get to Dublin next weekend. She's not going to like it!


I'm glad I still have you girls...