Shall We Dance

I was home alone last night. Just as I was the night before. And I made friends with the Astro remote.

I remember when I first watched this movie, in KLCC TGV with Chairwoman. I remember when I watched this movie for the second time, I hated it so much I switched it off halfway.

I watched this movie last night. Thankfully not from the beginning, just close to the end where it was slightly more comfortable to watch.

I miss dancing. I miss the floor, I miss the mirror, I miss the audiences, I miss the posture, I miss the excitement, I miss the preparation, I miss my leotards, I miss having my palms bandaged, I miss the studio, I miss everything about dancing. I absolutely miss it.

And when I watch this movie, all I want to do is be out there again.

Being able to let go.... I'm looking forward to that day. When it doesn't hurt anymore.