Friday, September 01, 2006

From The Heart

I started this morning, on the wrong foot. More like, wrong tune. There was no pace.

It was Sade, Lovers Rock. First song, By Your Side.

I was introduced to this song late, at 21. I was introduced to a lot of things late, but this song, was part of my education of The Cure, Band of Brothers, Casablanca, and it was my "Kissing-A-Fool-Grey" period in my life.

I carried a lot of things from that phase into today. I still enjoy watching Casablanca, with a pinch of salt and very witty conversations, I could forgive Casablanca. And I didn't regret my grey period.

This song played at night, when I tried falling asleep in a foreign bed.

Unfortunately with me, there is a perverse joy in celebrating the past with certain amount of guilt and more so, pain.

But it was this person, everytime grey comes around. It was this person, 2 years later, delivering overdue parking pass to Concierge, I didn't want to see. It was this person, so solely linked me then to Uncle Pat. Small world going smaller.

I switched music, it's a huge Pod. Certainly something in there could work for me. But on this Friday so close to the weekend, I didn't want anything to work for me.

More Sade.
Everything But The Girl.
Ladies & Gentlemen : For The Heart - George Michael

Even Justin couldn't pick me up.


Some people should be shot. Singers, songwriters... If only everything was fiction and it was as easy as having Marisol dead so I could have H. Ha ha.

Stop Reading The CSI Miami Guide Episode Reviews. Because that's not helping either, reads :
Rio
The episode picks up straight where "One of Our Own" left off. Horatio and Delko have arrived in Rio de Janeiro to hunt down Antonio Riaz, who ordered the hit on Marisol. The problem is that Horatio can't stop thinking about his late wife, and Brazilian authorities aren't being very cooperative.


Excellent. He cannot stop thinking about Marisol.

Ha ha ha. So what if she's dead? He's not going to be yours anyway.


Same prayer every night: please give me strength to accept the things I cannot change.

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