Eventful Saturday

I went to work. I didn't realise so many people were gonna be in on Saturday.

But there were more people getting lost on the floor than usual. Everybody was crowding the staircase. It was upon us again. The KL International AV show is hosted by the happening hotel, again.

It rained. And I went to watch the rain. For a while. I didn't know how to leave the office in this rain.

But I braved it anyway. And decided to get wet.

You see, a lot of things are about conditioning. My mom loved it when I went out to play in the rain. She'd make sure I'm soaking wet, before she'd let me in the house. With that, we (my sis and I) never caught the cold. Because my mom has always put it in our head that we can play in the rain and everything was going to be alright. We weren't afraid to get wet. We love to play in the rain.

And along the way, I wonder. Why didn't my dad raise me better than this almost herd-mentality like 95% of this world is? Why was I raised and brought up as an employee?

I thought a lot as I walked home on my eventful Saturday. I was going to go home to Horatio Caine. Until I realise that Horatio Caine was going to go home to Marisol Delko. And I wonder when I will stop stabbing myself with a spoon.

When your lithium-laced cure turn nightmare on you, what do you do?

That, was what I stayed up all night thinking about.

-Updated, Monday 24th July-