This weekend..

Many things are happening this weekend.

1. For my new best friend, hearing begins this weekend.
2. For Flip, that's something I'm not looking forward to.
3. It's Race Day this Sunday!
4. Steve gets back into town.

I had an okay morning, with things speeding by me at the speed of sound. It was one report after another. Besides that, things were okay.

The ego landed this morning and I had first hand info. I subsequently got up and replied, pleasantly. Then, onwards to breakfast fellowship.

I don't know.. something is off today. Oh, it's just Chairwoman. She's off today. But something besides Chairwoman is off today. It was that want to see my bed.

Time after time, the phone would ring and I would need to report. I've never had so much reporting to do. And sharing the lift with Zero this evening, he told me.. things are always by choice. Yes, but who's choice are you subjected to?

I thank him anyway for his valuable insight. I wasn't about to break into conversation with him.

I sat briefly at The Couch this evening. I needed to go somewhere and breath the smell of coffee. To cleanse me a little. I went back to the office, a floor where it was a stellar cast on performance. And I stay away. Prevention is better than cure. You don't need this quicksand.

I don't feel so much into blogging today. Nothing was happening. Except that the calls I keep receiving. "Hi, are you home yet?" "Hi, what time are you leaving the office?" "Are you going to go home?" "Is there a reason why you're out? when I'm not around?"

No. No idea. Yes. No.

I'm weirdly wired at my favourite joint, Planet Starbucks. And I like this Solitaire, even if it's the only game in town.

Last night I took a cab home. Although I carry my own music with me all the time, the cabbie was playing this particular CD with Wonderful Tonight, Glory of Love and something else. I've forgotten. Like Flip, I have a copy day.

Connection today at Planet Starbucks is like crap.

Alanis Morissette - King of Pain

I realise that the movies that truly makes me laugh out loud is with Jason Lai. And that "niggah" has yet to return it, after a year.. ? Jase, I cannot believe that with the offer of my Godfather trilogy you would not return my Taxi series! Remind me to slap you when I see you again.

I caught my new best friend when I was heading out of the building on the way to the coffee joint. She walked out to buy her dosage of soya bean milk, and was about to text me ask me to pollute with her. Like the feathers we are, I walked into her. With no accident with the milk or that heavy piece of s**t I lug around. I sat down with her, and we went through pictures of Ms. Mia and Mr. Road. And she was going, "Kiss!! Kiss!!!!" "I'm going to have another one, if you gotta go, just go" and as I was about to walk away.. "HUG!!" Oh, sorry.

I wanna blog Ms. Mia. Can you send me the picture where she was looking at her big bulging belly?

"Sure, honey"

With your permission..

"My children are as much yours like they are mine.." As she said that, she was going to crystalise.. And I know what pain it was that Rizz is doing this to her. He never wanted Ms. Mia and Mr. Road. He's just doing this to get to her. And the hearing is this weekend. "Keep praying for me, Shine..."

Yes, I will.. I'll keep you strong. Hang in there, baby..

*hugz*

Night after night, I ask for strength and patience. I've been asking for all the wrong things. Night after night, I ask for forgiveness. If I could not forgive, I should probably forget.