Getting Enough Sleep...

And you wake up feeling like Tyler Durden. No, wait. That was me leaving early from office at 8 ish to go home. And put on a calming DVD. Fight Club.

Qert said to me yesterday : Now I know how you got so morbid. You keep watching CSI! I noticed that the more I watch CSI the more morbid I get.

Yes, welcome to the club.

The first rule of Fight Club is - you do not talk about Fight Club.

I got home and watched and almost quoted each and every line of I am Jack's inflamed sense of rejection. Every Jack line, I knew it. Every narration, I know it.

I always tell myself that familiarity breeds contempt. Yet like everything I do and every decision I make, I contradict me. If familiarity breeds contempt, why do I keep watching Fight Club, keep watching Casablanca?

How do I stay me without contradicting me and how do I not let this circle of influence get in the way of me being me?