Not so simple afterall..

You’ve been my soulmate and mentor
I remembered you the moment I met you
With you I knew god’s face was handsome
With you I suffered an expansion

This loss is numbing me
It pierces my chest
And I can’t stop dropping everything

I thought we’d be sexy together

Thought we’d be evolving together
I thought we’d have children together
I thought we’d be family together
But I was sadly mistaken

If I had a bill for all the philosophies I shared
If I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented
If I had a dime for every hand thrown up in the air
My wealth would render this no less severe

I thought we’d be genius together I thought we’d be healing together I thought we’d be growing together Thought we’d be adventurous together But I was sadly mistaken Thought we’d be exploring together Thought we’d be inspired together I thought we’d be flying together Thought we’d be on fire together But I was sadly mistaken