March - Revisited

After a morning, a little build-up from the day before and yesterday and this morning, it does feels like there's nothing to look forward to today. CSI was yesterday and then that's it to the week. Nothing to look forward to. Except Race Day this Sunday. Nothing else.

Yesterday during lunch, we spotted a TV presented of 8TV and the girls started whispering and pointing and I had no idea what was going on. Just the same as the first time Blue came to stay with the Happening Hotel, I was in the same lift with them and I had no idea...

Well, this second posting today isn't talking about ideas. It's talking about frustrations.

Frustration build-up that I totally forgot I was a Firewalker® Graduate. I have forgotten how to channel my anger and frustration differently! I got back to "mother" PC with my iTunes Library and turned on "You Oughta Know" so that I'd have a frown on my face. See, I'm falling into my same old patterns, no wonder I couldn't burn my bridges. Me, falling into routine again.

ME = BAD + DANGEROUS

All Firewalker® Graduates, please feel free to slap me silly. I know this is not what AR® taught us.

I am aware of what I need to do. Take off Alanis Morissette from my iPod. (OH NO!) I remember at UPW when AR® asked us to list down the frustration and the angry stuff, he played "You Oughta Know" so that means she isn't all so bad. He was trying to put through a point and I get it.

I get that it starts with me and I need to STEP UP! I know how to do it, I just need to DO IT. Firewalkers®, "SAY YES!" See you at the next UPW.


Book to read : The Tipping Point by Malcolm Gladwell.